What Are You Doing

^{Who are you?} _{What do you mean "Who are you?"}

^{C'mon, dont start with that} _{Ok..i'll bite, I'm the totality of my experience up till this moment}

^{Who do you try to be?} _{I try to be myself}

^{How do you "be like yourself?"} _{It's hard..since I'm so many different people at different times}

^{Like a schizophrenic?} _{No, I wouldn't say schizophrenic}

^Then? _{I feel like I have a spectrum of behaviors. And those behaviors have many many permutations depending on: Time, Location, Temperature/Weather, Who I'm with, My health at the moment, If my needs are met at the moment, My Internal Dialogue, Responsibilities, Desires and probably a whole lot more other things. Alot of them are subtle and i'm probably not aware of them most of the time.}

^{So..again, how do you try to 'be like yourself'?} _{Well, i'm trying right now}

^{You are?} _{Yea..this whole conversation is an attempt to do just that}

^{So I am not real?} _{You're as real as I am}

^Weird _yea

^{So where is this going?} _{I dont know..let's watch and see}